| 13/10/2007
- Emily Farrell - KonaWell, I thought I'd start the
race report with the good stuff... the swim.
I was
out in 1 hr 12 minutes and for a non-wetsuit swim I was really happy
with that. I didn't get beat up too badly so that was also
nice. I really enjoyed the swim overall. Coming out
of the swim there were covered, metal stairs to exit the water and I
wacked my shin pretty good on the bottom step that I didn't
see.
That started the second half of the
race report...the not so good stuff.
The bike was
tough almost right from the start. There wasn't a cloud in
the sky so the sun was pretty intense. It was hot and
humid. Training in 60 degree weather all summer in England
didn't help the situation...I had a severe lack of heat
training. The winds were also really bad.
I knew that it was windy at this race but holy
s%&#! There was a deadly head wind all the
way out to Hawi (mile 15-60). I was SO happy to see the turn
around. The lava fields reflecting heat on the bike route were also
making temps feel like 100 degrees. Turning around relieved
us from the head winds for a short time, thankfully, but then somehow
the winds turned and at least those of us on the course at that time
found ourselves in another head wind most of the way back. I
think the way out was the worst, though. I found out a few
days after the race that the winds on the course were the 2nd worst
they've had since the first Kona Ironman in 1978. Well, I
guess wasn't just me, then.
I was very
happy to start the marathon. I saw my family almost
immediately and I was feeling good. But at about 0.5 miles
into the run, after a slight downhill, my quad muscles (one in each
leg; biking muscles) started to spasm. I knew at that moment
that if I didn't get my quads to stop spasming that I wouldn't be able
to walk, run, or finish. So I stopped at the side of the road
and massaged my quads. I tried to run but stopped 2 more
times in the next 100 meters to massage them and stretch. I
got going again but it was all too clear that this race was no longer
about time and place but about making it to the finish. I
could run but my quads defined a strict limit of how much I could push
(or not) so that I could continue without spasming. Needless
to say, the run took a very long time. The muscles that had
spasmed were in a lot of pain. My pace was pretty pathetic
but I was almost feeling lucky that I was still going. I
never thought before the race started that finishing might ever be in
question, but I sure did at 1/2 mile into the run. When you
start counting the miles at mile 1, you know things aren't going
well. Well, I just plodded along, eventually running in the
dark and somehow eventually approached the finish.
It
was the hardest race, both physically and mentally, that I've ever done
in my life. I've never been in so much pain for such a long
period of time. It was 100 times harder for me than Ironman
Wisconsin, not to say that wasn't a challenge. I kept telling
myself throughout the race, "just have fun. you've made it
here, now just enjoy it". That was really just not
possible. 
Although it's dissappointing to finish with a time
of one hour longer than my qualifying race, I keep reminding myself of
the 1/2 mile point in the run, with seizing quads, and of how lucky I
am to have made it to the finish, even in the dark.
I'm
trying now to stop analyzing and move on. It was definitely
an experience. OK, maybe one that I don't want to ever have
again, but nonetheless, I learned a lot. What a trip!
I
wish I had a more impressive story to tell but I guess not every race
goes as we would like. Thanks for
reading :)
Emily
Farrell Just to add, that all at CTC
were impressed and send their congratulation to Emily on her finish -
something that few manage in their lifetimes. |